Wednesday's JCo talk about the "L" word on a rainbow afternoon.

gue sering mikir, kenapa (bagi sebagian besar orang)
kalo orang mau pacaran harus pake tembak2an segala?
ya, kenapa harus diminta untuk jadi pacar. padahal menurut gue,
you don't ask for love. love flows.
and all you need to do is: to go with it.
well, at first i even thought, love has no reason.

apa perlu menjabarkan segunung alasan kenapa lo mencintai orang lain?
even more confusing for me,
apa perlu punya alasan untuk mencintai orang lain?
gue jatuh cinta sama seseorang. after all this time,
sangat sulit bagi gue untuk ngasih 1 aja alasan untuk menjawab:
kenapa gue bisa jatuh cinta sama orang ini?

oh and again, after all this time, why can't i stop?

kemarin sore, gue melihat pelangi. bagus banget.
udah 10 taun gue ga liat pelangi. dan walaupun itu cuma ilusi,
gue sangat menikmati pemandangannya. tapi kok...
the more i focus on the rainbow, the harder i can see it.
dan setelah 10 taun, gue baru sadar tentang itu.
i love looking at the rainbow.
tp 10 taun yg lalu, gue ga benarbenar memantek
pandangan gue ke pelangi ini.

gue cuma...

menikmati pemandangannya. wonderful. charming.

i can finally understand,
that even after the worst rain, when the sun come shines
there it is: rainbow. such beautiful illusion.
something you can't touch,
something you can't reach,
only something that makes you feel better.
something colorful that you can see through.
something so great that can always comforts you.

then i realize, that love does happen for a reason,
but i don't need to have a reason to enjoy its wonder.